The uselessness of my existence,
The hopelessness which has given rise to pain,
My flesh is suffering as if it is in the hell,
And my soul is looking forward to be in the paradise.
I cant grant respite to the flesh,
And I cant sweetly lie to my soul,
Because its not me on whom the pains outbreak depends,
And it is not me from whom the paradise comes.
I am only a go-between, it is a temporary role, which I must play,
And then vanish in the dark, which is understood as die.
But I dont feel myself as if I am at home here on the earth,
And I dont feel myself comfortably in the paradise,
And the hell is so far from the desire of my heart too.